Luahan hati

I betul tak tau sampai bile i nak rase pedih ni. Its not that I give up tapi I sakit gile dgn care die. Die dah tak sygkan I ke? Setiap masalah I ade, die dah tk de dlm hidup I. TApi bile Im ok baru die ade. Ape lah nak buat dgn hidup ni ye? Dah sakit gile cam gini. Whatever it is, life has to still go on. But I love him so much. Everyday I doakan hope he will sedar what he has done to me too. If its never meant to be and if hes not the one, ya Allah please jauhkan die dari aku.